If you dread getting up and going to work on Mondays, you lose. I did, so I made the life altering decision to leave. Going into freshman level college classes as an adult was super humbling and sometimes humiliating . But now some results are starting to be seen and Monday is not an issue anymore. I’m a few weeks into my 1st internship and am starting to see value in me, all of me. Quit complaining and find something you love to do.